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Journal entry at ronieee.deviantart.com

Post by Admin on Tue Dec 01, 2009 9:23 am

I hate stepping on stairs to go up and down.Other guys of my age fight for their egos and their rights.I never knew I was schizoid until I began to write about my fear[s].I wrote incomplete sentences, perfectly meaningless ambiguities.But once I put them together and called it a song, I knew ,'it was a curse'.It was 'Black' on the paper.I could see it without even reading that there was something mournful and dead that even the paper on which it was written was telling me about.I have felt the same murder, the negative aura when i held such writings of others in my hands.
(A song with music and vocals is an ultimate creation of any human being and visual expression adds another dimension to it).
I WANT TO MAKE THESE THINGS CLEAR THAT I AM AN ATHIEST AND BELIEVE THAT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO LET OTHERS KNOW ABOUT MY FEELINGS JUST BY LYING ON THE BED AND THINKING ABOUT PEOPLE.
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deaf heavens with bootless cries.
-William Shakespeare.
NOW THE TWO INSTANCES AND THEIR PROOFS:

1.I wrote a song on 12-08-2005, I suicide in the song. And the very next day I actually committed it.

2.I used to always carry my bag with me, which had stuffs like empty beer bottles(because I used to drink during the University lectures itself,obviously without letting the lecturer knowing about it),other drugs,used syringes,broken guitar strings,cool-aid eye dropper, fiction and non-fiction books(I used to read a lot but later i found out I have my own thoughts to be put on paper first and these borrowed thoughts won't let me do so) e.t.c. But I never used to carry my songs or poems I'd written just because I could lose them somewhere as I was always high(later I lost many of my songs and written stuff that way also).
I used to drink all day and occassional rain on a few days was like a natural gift to me.I used to walk on empty roads,high.
Now, I'd one song of mine in my bag, my bag had been wet on other occassions as well but never let any fungus or bacteria to breed.But the very next day I found out that this black fungus like thing or some bacteria was all over my bag,on the pages,inside bottles and all; when i woke up next day.

3.There have been other instances as well but first let me connect these to science.

FOR THE FIRST INSTANCE:

1.May be my mind knew what was going to happen,I'm psychic.
Actually read 'Chaos' by James Gleick, you might not find the cause of my instance to be actually written there but if you can read it carefully you will find the order in which things happen. I didn't refrence any psychologist's book because he don't know my own mind as much as I do.
My mind try to solve my own mind
And I don't know what's the big deal.
-Navodit Kumar

SECOND INSTANCE:

2.This book 'The Secret life of water' tells us about the two minute life span of water crystal and how water in liquid form reacts to certain words or reflects its behaviour when certain words are showed to water in a glass beaker. Author of the book- Masaru Emoto.

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